Dear DeviantArt Journal Type Thing,

My scanner has refused my order to install itself on my Windows Vista machine. I guess I could hook up the other computer, but it has apparently been acting very strangely since my friend borrowed it for half a semester, and I am kind of afraid to check the damages.

I am afraid of many things. That probably holds me back a lot in life.

Maybe this will finally teach me to use my tablet properly. It would be great if I were good at that; I could possibly Actually Get Stuff Done.

I am still not sure where to start with all my little art projects. I have begun rewriting the visual novel (after getting farther on the script than on ANY personal project I can remember attempting, though that is not really saying too much), but I like it better in the more recent version. It is more...literary than the last draft, flowing more smoothly from both a novel and an interactive text point of view. I hope I can keep it up! But I am still not sure how to approach the drawing aspects. I am afraid to put pen to...uh, tablet I suppose...and afraid to start things that will clutter up my desktop for months begging me to summon the motivation to finish them.

Must...force...self...to do stuff!

~Ack, this entry did not send last night! Lousy neighbor's Internet connection. ;; ~

Love always,
~KittyEaredFreak